The Emoting of Music

Sometimes when I listen to music I become an emotional "it". I feel a million things at once. I feel part of something bigger. Like suddenly I become complete. Whole. I am able to feel all the things I normally cannot. I am simultaneously lustful and repenting, cursing and praying, elevated and weighted down. A giant unfocused "it" that senses things in all directions at once. A kind of emotional anarchy. It's a nice place.